truly, Cecilia's

My spm is officially over and now I'm waiting for the awful results. I even forgotten that I had a blog to update. :P I managed to pull off my art work well and I want to work in LV but...I wonder how long are they going to call me and say "youre in" Well, somethin like that. Now, the most important thing in my life is prom......I've gotten a lot fatter Like that bear....now I think its too late to work out but.....at least three days will be enough and continuing after prom....forever..hahaha Anyways, this is all I hafta say...tootles! Xoxo, Kimmie

I'm finally getting back! HAHA! I've finished my SPM but...I STILL HAVE ART TO GO! Anyways, all the important subjects are over and art is the only thing can make me relaxed... As soon as I've finished my exams, sickness came and gosh...it's been too long since I've felt this way. I hate being sick! Especially the throat, IT'S KILLING ME! I've been wasting my time watching anime's and movies I've never watched before and I love this feeling! I love wasting time but soon...I have to get back to reality where I have to work part time at some place and work as a manicurist in my mum's saloon. :( That sucks! I'll try to change my blog somehow because blogs based on feelings doesn't sound right but I'll post it when I want to. I'm thinking of changing my blog into a fashion/lifestyle blog. How does that sound? Better right? I think I'm gonna start it soon...can't promise but I'm sure I'm gonna make it. After 17...

Yesterday was my graduation day and I didn't expect to be a senior, SERIOUSLY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Anyways, I cried a lot..not only me but my friends too. There's so many dramas in my high school life and there's even one now but I'm gonna drop it because thinking about it is not good. Moreover, SPM is coming so...it's good not to care bout it. ( The friend of mine never forgave me but...it's okay. Seeing her being happy is just enough ;) ) There are lots of pictures I took with my friends and gosh, when I gave my speech in the hall, I cried. Every person who went up to the podium, cried after finishing their speech. Everything is just so beautiful all of a sudden. And to my surprise, I met him. The latest ex boyfriend I had a year ago.  I don't wanna talk bout him and let's move to the graduation story. I look so fucking fat in my photos. HAHAHAHAHA Gotta lose some fats after SPM, LITERALLY! In my speech, I apologised and forgave the people who...

Hey guys! I would like to post an emotional fucking post. Yeah, sorry for sounding so rude. Okay, I would like to start off with insecurities. Insecurities are the things which all people feel in this world. Nobody likes feeling that, SERIOUSLY. I'm feeling like this now because I don't want my good friends to leave me. Well...I'm being a fucking paranoid. Why am I a paranoid? Because I have this thing being ditched. Now, I finally knew the reason why. It all started out with me. I have a bad habit of thinking too much. I had took it far and I regretted it. 1. I can't take sarcasm when I'm serious 2. People tend to leave me alone because of me. I made a big fucking mistake and screwed my life all over. Now, I have this very close friend of mine. I knew her since 9 but I got close with her just this year at August. I made a small thing into a big thing. And yeah, I screwed up and told her how I feel about her. It all began when I asked her 'am I important...

Hey guys! It's been a long time since I've blogged..because I don't know what to talk about but today, I do have one because I'm havin insomnia :/ It's about high school. I'm just typing what I feel like typing. Freestyle #likeaboss #sorandom :DDD In these two years of senior high school life, I had so many stupid stuff I fucking went through and it's part of life. Nothing is easy. Things will be hard all along the way in life. In this incredible journey, I realised so many things. 1. Appreciate the friends who've went hell and heaven with you (of course with trusted friends) 2. There are so many fucking two-faced people, bitches and bastards. Just leave them. You don't want friends like that. 3. In my high school life, people who I love were taken away from me but the thing is, they've somehow managed to never forget me. I appreciate and love them so much even if they're not with me through every rain and sunshine 4. Do craz...

MY TRIALS ARE FINALLY OVER! BUT... my SPM is not done yet.... Oh god, I still have one more month, but Imma be a potato couch for 2 days and back to the studying mode. It felt like forever and it's my first time having so many red dots on my face, well, just 4.... Well, if you can see some white spots on my face, they're the ones causing this face to lack of complexion...I didn't know I was really this stressed.. :/ Seriously...I think I did well for all my papers except for math and add math... I'm so worried now, but add math will be even more screwed than math.  And yes, I just found out, DBSK HAS A NEW ALBUM CALLED 'CATCH ME' They look so cool! AHHH! But I wish JYJ would wanna be with them again, the trailer is out. Go watch it! Its awesome! The dance moves are like #fuckingawesome Okay, I'm addicted to the song :DDD I'm happy and so relaxed today, this is all for today, night loves! xoxo, Kimmie

I'm now studying for my SPM trials and pimples near the brows and the middle of my nose are coming out(minor pimples) and mostly, its the cause for stress! I'm so fucked up this time! God, I feel like dying when I'm reading BM poems...its so freaking boring! And when studying, this is what I took, and hell yeah, I'm wasting time by blogging  Gotta go back to studying now and I won't be blogging so often... I just wanna keep my blog updated, oh yeah, I really love this class photo of mine for the extra yearbook page(for seniors!) ! Its really in a very high mb Okay, tootles! xoxo, Kimmie