truly, Cecilia's

Our team lost.. All I screw up wan but I'm thankful 2 Roslyn, Jason, Brian Lim n Weng Kit... I knw dere might b sum ppl sayin tht I suck, good or ok.. But thx 2 de ppl hu cheer 4 me oso.. I'll improve nex time wen I enrool 4 Battle of the Bands nex yr..

It was dam shockin last friday! I was on my way out to de stafroom, den wen I look up, I saw a rainbow! Omg! I took 3 shots of it.. Dis is de 1st time I saw dis rainbow...got 2 rainbow! Hahaha.. U c my pics la.. Got 1 visible rainbow dere.. Hahaha..

I had pased de audition! I m so happi! AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!! Bt I look so retarted in dese pics.. Oh yeah.. Thx 2 Diana I gt dese pics.. Sry 4 stealing pics frm yor blog Diana! I was so surprised tht I had pased de audition! Finali, I gt 2 compete with evri1.. Evritime wen I go 2 an audition, I always gt rejected.. Now I gt in! AHHH!!!!!! Ros is de oni girl guitarist...she rox man! Hahaha

I read a news bout her ytd.. Damn shocking man.. And now I oni knw tht she is damn frikin smart..IQ over 148... Amazing rite? She gt popular cuz she jus posted sth den some other youngsters saw it... Lol.. I envy her sumhow.. Nt mani ppl cn blog until so famous u know... I oso admire her camwhoring methods.. Quite nice.. And she has blond hair.. Not mani ppl cn suit 4 blonde hair... And now she had gt married to a guy hu is a mat salleh.... So lucky rite? Now she has her own programme called Project Alpha She cn even gets billions of money in her blog cuz dey r over 40,000 viewers... God... I admire her now... Lol rite?

Yea.. Maybe evribodi was right... Im a failure.. At home, at work and even in skul, im a failure... I cnt get things rite.. Ppl always say tht im useless, a crybaby, a failure, gulible person...mayb thts all true.. I dun tink I dserve 2 b in dis world... And I think tht I'm even worser to de ppl outside dere... I tink..I'm gona b an emo person NOW! I'm gona annihilate dese attitude and nt bein de way hu I m animor.. Cause dose attitudes make me suck... I'm not gona b like a crybaby, squating down and ppl comforting me.. I'm nt gona b tht person animor.... I'm goin 2 b a diff person...diff den b4.. I'm gona b emo n think nth is WRONG!

I just discovered tht a lot of sad stuff had gone thru me 2day.. I jus discovered dis stuff tht someone had been doin sth 2 my blog... I jus discovered tht I had done so mani things...but no one will understand n know.. I wana break my conection wit her for I hated her all dis time. She scolded me today. My band my busines. Its none of yor fucking busines. U wana help yor fren go n help. I wont care and u hav neva been on my side b4. But its my band and I know hw 2 handle it.. I jus discovered tht I cnt control my tears frm fallin... I jus discovered tht the world is nt fair... I jus discovered tht I m 2 gulible..I shouldnt hav trusted de people hu I m nt close wit.. I jus discovered tht people always do sth 4 money and nt for feelings... Why m I like dis? Cn anibodi tel me? I dont think anibodi cn help or telin me edi.. Its useles.. Im a failure..............

I'm in a happy revival now... Me n Fiona r frens edi.. But now its de battle of the bands.. I nw stres morover, Yong Zheng always neva practice wit me... Chun Lim doesnt wana ply de in my place tabs for me.... Haiz..

I totally love dis song..and I know ppl outside lov dis song too! Dey r dam frikin hot man! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!! Black soshi! Dis is de album cover..I think its Yoona..so hawt! Dis song is actualli by Kesha but Kesha doesnt like it cuz she say its nt her..so SM Entertainment bought wit a high price...Now, SNSD is de real one.. I frikin lov deir costumes...especially Sunny's one..but I dont like her... I love dem man...haha..mayb gona upload Jessica's photo...but rmb..I dun like her..I jus like her a little tiny tiny tiny bit onli... I'm crazy 4 dem rite now! I love Run Devil Run! The Run Devil Run by Ke$ha is nt tht bad oso but les comon sense sumhow....Love dem! Tae Yeon Tiffany Yuri Seo Hyun Hyeo Yeon Soo Young Yoona

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! BLUE HOUSE LOST!!!! Nvm, blue house wil win nex yr! Go blue house. I cnt blieve tht dis yr blue house gt last 4 marching. Sanjeev say up..den de junior marchers kip on marching. Wen I shout dey oni cn hear. My god..damn embarassing. Me, Su Yi n Lee Juan took a lot of pics... Some in Lee Juan hp n som in my camera..haven upload yet... Gona upload de pics frm facebook..haha.. I luk damn damn ugly!

Today Yong Zheng bite my hand...during bm class.. I duno y he did tht for... De smell was like..how to say...it cant be like smelly or nice... LOL! I neva talk 2 her...let her calm down 1st.. Hahaha.. I wan chg class if cnt chg class, I chg skul...

My april fools day quite sad.. De 1st time... Btw, lets talk about the bad 1... Ytd, me n her sit 2gether in eng period den ler....she ask me '' if i dun wan b fren wit her den how? '' Den I say leh '' I dun wan b fren wit u oso...'' Den ytd april fool ma so I tot she joking, after 4 a few mins, I go n ask her, '' U reli dun wan fren me? '' She reli neva talk 2 me.. My heart damn sad.. We neva fught b4 n I duno y she angri.. To make things beter I go n sat sry 2 her.. But wen she forgive me, her forgiveness isnt sincere... I'm letting her calm down now....hope she wil forgive me in a most sincere way... I was emo in clas after she neva talk to me....I was listening to emo songs.. Wen I was listening to de songs, Marcus , Yong Zheng n Justin were playing laughinhg jokes wit me in it..I heard it but I dun care... Den wen dey come, I cried silently...Sudenly dis fucking Justin said '' Stop bein fuckin sensitive!!! '' I wa