truly, Cecilia's

I'm stressed out lately and I'm studying for my trials. AHHHHHH! I got so pissed out yesterday cause I've been indirectly rejected by a guy and lucky I've never confess to him! Phew! Well, I got over it and its just a crush. No biggie. :B My head's been spinning lately and its the cause of lack of sleep. Sigh. I regret not going to an international school cause I wanna study in the overseas and its in Singapore. It only recognizes IGCSE and other international syllabus. After having my SPM, I'm gonna take IGCSE. How am I gonna cope in just 6 months? Hope god really helps me! Got bored after studying for 2 and a half hours studying in the morning today :D So random kan? 

Hi!!! Long time no blogging already ehh? *hahahahaha* Okay, what I'm trying to say is people out there in this world now are kinda two faced and hard to trust. LIKE SERIOUSLY! Have you ever experienced that people who are the closest to you are the ones who actually back stab you cause its either they hate you or they dislike you. Yes, if you have, you'll understand :) True friends are really hard to find now. So the more the friends you find, the more betrayal will come. So keep your friends close and few.  I experienced this a lot since last year and its not easy. Just ignore them and live your life like it was supposed to be. SMILE! Smiling will kill your haters/enemies! :B I wonder why would people wanna be two faced, seriously? Does that benefit you from being two faced? Getting to know everything and betray your friends in the end? Don't you feel guilty? This is what I wanna say to the haters and two facers.  Remember, karma will find you when