truly, Cecilia's

Well, Valentines Day haven come yet but I wont be onlining tht day same as Chinese New Year... I bought a few clothes for Chinese New Year...The most less clothes I buy dis yr... Oh wel, for Valentines Day, I'm goin to confess to him...but I'm not goin to take de rejection tht heavily.. Haiz..I dun mind bein rejected or dumped animor.. Got used to it alredi.. Hahaha.. I'm kinda lonely and I wanted to hav a bf but dun wan la, got PMR.. Mus study hard so tht my mum wont cut my hair.... Pahang, here I come! I'm gona fish in Pahang. Fishing is fun! But de most du lan thing is u hav to wait for the fish...yeesh!

I lov Hokuryo High School! De guys dere r like frikin hot and cute! De guys in my class are Uekado Daisuke, Nagano, Kengo Imai and Tsuji.. I like Uekado Daisuke! He's like so cute.. He's fair, small eyes and cubby... His skin is like frikin soft...( I neva touch it but I know it would be!^^ ) I reli like him la..( but I dun reli like him..like him as a fren ) I hope he would stil rmb me.. De other choice of boys I chose is also Nagano cuz he's also quite cute! I upload all de pics 1st.. AHAHAHAHAHA De 1 I'm takin dis pic is Uekado Daisuke!

I duno why I wana cry out loud.. Maybe I'll go to some place which is peaceful and quiet.. So I can cry out loud! I wanna cry for: -Forgiveness -Heartbreak -Myself -The Pain in my heart I want all of them to go away...but some holes in my heart have been alredi gone.... Sometimes, wen I see him, I feel like crying cuz...of rejection. Haiz..why do I always get rejection? I hate rejections! I love him too much...I reli love him..I dunno why I always treat him like a special person...Mayb I reli love u..I dun even wen could I let him go... I wanna forgive and forget...I hope he could forgive me...and I hope I could forgive me too. But I wanna forgive and forgt. I wanted to unleash all de sadness away frm me. It's too pain for me. I feel like dying. But I would go on, for this is my experience in frenships. I would go on.

I love this drama! Its called Youre Beautiful! It rox man...U wouldnt wanna stop watching it! I love de main character...she is Park Shin Hye! But she's kinda boyish girly while Yoon Eun Hye is more boyish then her... Hahaha....

I LOVE 3E!!!!! 3E kinda rocks.... This is my 1st time same class wit evribodi in class Except for Winson, Lee Juan n Marcus... Fiona, Yen Thing, Natasha and Lee Juan r de bes frens in my class... But I stil mis ex 2R!... Pics wil b uploaded soon...

I love Singapore rite now! Its like dam frikin clean and it was like my god... Change a lot edi.. I din go there 4 a long time cuz it was jus for a wedding... When I went to my uncles house, I saw my new aunty..Aunty Penny! Uncle Vince which is my piao jiu jiu....he call my sis to call my piao jiu mu( Aunty Penny)...Aunty Penny. The purpose tht he did this cuz so tht Aunty Penny wont feel old.. I went to Parkway Parade for shopping... In de outside, it looks big but wen u go inside, quite small... It looked like Leisure Mall to me.. I didnt go to the Singapore Unviersal Studio's... Singapore rocks! Hmm.... The banquet was awesome! The food rocks den Malaysia in Mandarin Oriental... Pics wil uploaded soon...