truly, Cecilia's

I really hated it when my father always send me back from tuition with his worker is sitting beside him. He always did that and soon, I'm going to tell him. I really can't tolerate it anymore. Previously, he also did that with his previous worker who wore specs and we called him ' four eyed '. And now his worker who is with him is called ' black guy '. I really dont like it and today, when me. sis, bro and my lil annoying cousin went to eat breakfast where we always eat, saw our father and my fire was like....burning. Why did he never call us when he was eating there also? He was also eating with the ' black guy '. Nevermind, I will just tell him how I feel!

Times flies so fast that I'm going to be 16 and gosh......how fast. I don't wanna be old New Year is coming and......I can finally see my friends again! I miss them so much..and...I also can see him. I miss him so much too! I can finally go to school! Being so bored in the house doing nothing but only going to shopping these few weeks. Today I'm going shopping with 2 of my cousin ( age 13 and 10 ) only and not friends. I wish I can go out with friends. *sob* It will be my whole new life next year with no regrets and sadness! Tata~

My christmas yesterday was very boring. Didn't went out to go shopping....instead, we spend our time at home watching.....SungKyunKwan Scandal! SungKyunKwan Scandal was awesome! Micky was so freaking hot! *melts* The female actress was Park Min Young, she's also pretty..... She looked a bit like Kim So Eun, actress from Boys Over Flowers. Anyway, back to the topic, actually my mummy wanna go to Pavilion to see the snow but my 4th aunt called saying that Pavilion had many people watching it. So we didnt go. By the way, sorry for wishing you guys late. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

My results are very bad Guess what? I didn't get 5A's I only got an A! I think I had too much confidence. I feel so regretful being this way. That was the worse day of my life. I didn't expect this would happen. Expect the unexpected I guess My mother, she never blamed me, but she simply said that I threw my temper on her. What the hell/fuck! I didn't even throw it at her, I'm throwing it at myself. Blaming myself for getting poor results. In the hall yesterday, I cried when I got the results. My friend said that I had done my best. I kept crying all on the way home and my eyes were like, damn swollen. I couldn't get happier. Until today, my mum got pms-ed and scolded me, lil bro and elder sis. What in the fuck is wrong with her? Until now, I'm still bad tempered. I kept swearing and I'm sorry for saying vulgar words. But to go to science stream, besides, I wanna go to pure science, my parents have to write a letter. Hope I can do much and much better du

Tomorrow is my PMR Result Day! Oh my god! Hope I can just get A's for BM, English, Math, Science and History or Geography! Now I had decided to go to pure science to study biology since I had interest in it. BRACE MYSELF AND BRACE YOURSELVES WHO ARE GOING TO TAKE THE RESULTS!!!!!! GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!

Alas, I had the things that I wanted for such a long time! Tsubasa Masuwaka's eyelashes Dolly Wink No.1 Dolly Sweet! x))))) And a mascara that is the best of the best this year. Sasa had discounts so my mum bought it for me. Since the Dolly Wik had discounts for 10%, it only costs 50.90 The original price is 55.90 ( expensive right ) This is my first time having a make up shopping with my mother alone cause my sis had to do her prom things yesterday. I also went to MPH in Sungai Wang, to buy books for I had the voucher which I got for my Prize Giving Day. Tata~

I feel so close to death( maybe cause of 2012? ) I feel so abandoned by my herd of 'swans' The way I feel like dying above is cause something private and I feel abandoned by my herd of 'swans' cause when I asked them to come to my house, some of them couldn't make it and when I wanted to type out the address, they had their own events. One of my friend was like.....kinda like ignoring me. I dunno whats her problem but I'll figure that out. Ever since that incident, I don't wanna fight with her anymore and make everything okay for us. Giving her time to change. Hope you understand. :) But I wanna meet my friends again for I missed them so much.

Hey~~ I've not been blogging for so long cause I have nothing to post and I went shopping in Pavilion, KL, yesterday. I've been shopping for 3 days straight already....with my sister, mother, father and brother. On Sunday, I went to shop with sistah, mummy, daddy and my lil bro in Sungai Wang on Sunday. When I type Sungai Wang, I feel like saying something bad. Oh yeah, I saw gays holding hands. OMG! Okay, u guys had the right to love but I'm stil not used to gays. :) We went to shop for my sister's prom. Its so tiring. We walked like rounds and rounds. We were suposed to go to a shop called Senza but we cant find it cause my mum's worker never told us for her own selfish deeds and in the end, she told my mum. When we went to a shop we didn't know, my mum bought a dress there. The dress is not even nice and the design its like a prostitute wearing it. It doesn't suit for prom because it suits for night clubbing. Well, then on Monday, me, sis and lil bro went

Have u guys ever thought about this matter? Well, I have thought about it before but I didn't know what to do. This question boomed just right on me yesterday when I was watching a tv show in 8TV. Its called The Buried Life: What Do You Want To Do Before You Die These four guys have made a long list of what they wanted to die before they die. They had did so many things, funny, stupid, fun, helping other people. Wow. They made me wanna watch it! I know this tv show its like last year. I think, cause, its like a lil old. But I think, I really wanna do something before I die. 1. Be a boy for a day 2. Be a naughty girl for a day 3. Go out with a celebrity who I dream of( I hope this wish is possible! ) 4. Go to Japan and be a model of Popteen Etc, etc, I stil got a lot more but I just cant think what I wanna do. :)

I'm here to talk about this Popteen model, Kumiko Funayama. I know that some people like and hate her but I wanna protest. Why other models can't have the place of being in the front cover? Why must it always be her all the time? Dont u get bored of it? By the way, other models also are in the front cover. Like Okarie( I love Okarie! ) and Misukitty *shudders at the name of Mitsukitty* But I love the issue of August cause, its Kana Nishino :) Mitsukitty is the next cover of January issue. I cant believe that a newcomer can also be in the front cover. WTH Let me show you the picture of next years January issue and the issues of 2010 with Kumiko. Have you guys ever feel that other models who are even longer, are not even in the front cover? I feel like protesting cause its not even fair to other models. Okay, other models who are even longer working in Popteen, didnt even have a chance to have a solo shot for them. Its always have to be with Kumiko. Hope there a

I'm very addicted to this song now. I just have to post the lyrics so that you guys can sing with it too. XD Rapunzel: All those days Watching from the windows All those years Outside looking in All that time Never even knowing Just how blind I've been Now I'm here Blinking in the starlight Now I'm here Suddenly I see Standing here It's oh, so clear I'm where I'm meant to be And at last, I see the light And it's like the fog has lifted And at last, I see the light And it's like the sky is new And it's warm and real and bright And the world has somehow shifted All at once Everything looks different Now that I see you Flynn: All those days Chasing down a daydream All those years Living in a blur All that time Never truly seeing Things the way they were Now she's here Shining in the starlight Now she's here Suddenly I know If she's here It's crystal clear I'm where I'm meant to go

These are the photos I have taken this Tuesday. My sister is the one who took the photos and some from me. I love the photos that she took it, its so damn beautiful. She's very sharp at making the angle but me, nono. I just snap the photos without making any angles. FullHouse is a cafe and lifestyle store. That cafe even sells clothes. The clothes are kinda nice but expensive. The clothes there are my cup of tea! But its having a discount now. Let me show'ya the pics Some of the photos are like photo shooting rite? X)))))) This cafe has cartoons of the cafe and they're Father: Thomas Mother: Tiffany Son: Tony Daughter: Tracy The cartoons are kinda cute. Enjoyyy! The green shirt is my sista

Gosh, now I know that actually people from other countries also saw my blog... I just know that cause I saw from my stats. LOLSS! Back to the subject, I'm sad cuz not really a lot of people see my blog. I'm a failure but never mind, I'll try my best to keep it interesting, lively, fun, enjoyable!

I have colored my hair today! But the down part of my hair is not the same as the top cause the machine never touched the ends. Gonna bleach my hair tomorrow. Here's the sneak peek Sorry, cant rotate the picture in my comp cause not used to the system yet and most of all, my phone camera quality very retarded.

Time passes so fast like a blink of an eye. And now its December. Another 26 days, I'll be taking my PMR results. Its so nerve-racking! Better brace myself for the bad or worse. Hope I would get good results. Hope I would get a new phone. Hope my hard work worth for it and I can go to science streamm! :)))))) PS: I MISS SHEEPIE!<3

I have never regretted watching this movie same as Step Up 3 Tangled is very awesome and the soundtrack is also quite wonderful to listen Track number 7, I See The Lights, is very beautiful! I put the song in my music player too. I never watch it in the cinema. I watched it in www.solarmovie.com The quality there suck but if you wanted 100% quality, you have to pay :(

Sorry for not posting anything lately cuz I have nothing to post. But now, I have something to post about. I wonder, why would everybody say home is the safest place? Okay, that part is true where you have your family and such.... But I really dont know why I hate it..sometimes..... I really wish I could just rent a house and get a part time job to pay all the fees. I posted this cuz I feel that my mum is killing my day today in the 1st of December. I really wanted to have my hair colored and she kept saying she was busy. WTF When she had time to do my hair, she just doesnt wanna take the time to do it. WTF When I asked her bout my hair, she would just say youre wasting my money.... I had a bad mood today and something that fear me most. MY FREAKING PHONE BILLS! GAWDDDDDD! She called me today when I was at the apartment watching Bleach, she said, why are your phone bills so expensive again?! I said how much She said it was a 117.(dunno how many cents) I was like-WTH-isnt it better than

Hey!~ I have permed my hair. Sorry for not posting this earlier cuz I wanna take a nice pic of it before I can put it in my blog Here's the pic of it Sorry if its not that clear cuz I edited it

Its been a long time I never had holidays and I'm gonna miss school. It seems that time is passing by so fast in 2010. Dont ya think? Hahaha. I had all the memories and precious friends this year Some of them are leaving and I don't want that to happen. Moreover, a lot of people are coming to SG too. I just wanted to say to the people who are leaving, this is my message: My precious friends, you are the ones who made me smile, and you guys are so awesome I dont even know how to describe. I know some of u guys who insulted me, I know u guys are leaving too. I had all the good times and memories with u guys and I'll never forget. Especially 3E! You guys are awesome, funny, stupid, pretty, handsome and I had a lot of good times with u guys. U made me feel so alive somehow. Hahahahahahaha, I'll never forget u in my life. I love you guys! That was my message to the people who are leaving. I love ya! Happy holidays! KTHXBAII :D

I'm so addicted to her beautiful songs! Other than Ayumi Hamasaki, she's the pretty and talented girl who can sing even better than her. I used to like Ayumi Hamasaki but I dont like her anymore cuz her songs sucks. I'm sorry to sat this cuz it really do. but I'm sorry if I have offended any fans of Ayumi Hamasaki. Kana Nishino even writes her own song. Its so damn beautiful. Some of them are emo songs but there are so many meanings. Most of them are heartbreaking songs. Really good for the people who really broke up. I would post all of her songs even tough so of them are really old. Her latest single is Kimitte And I'll type each album/single tracks There are more nice songs other than these Enjoy KTHXBAII :D Kimitte 1. Kimitte 2. Christmas Love 3. Girls Girls Best Friend 1. Best Friend 2. One Way Love 3. Kon'wa Party Up Motto 1. Mo

Here I am again with Japanese things~ ahahahaha :D Now I wanted to promote this Japanese fashion created by Rie Matsuoka also as known as Okarie. She was a model in popteen too! She designed all these clothes by herself. I kinda love her! Those who love her please support her ya~~~ The clothes are pretty deshou? Hehehe Ciao~

Yesterday was pour Form 3's Post PMR Concert. It was kinda fun. I had maked up 6 people who are: Roslyn, Iris, Mazreen, Jia Long, Elvis, Sherina and Sasha and lastly, Beverly. I didnt really make Beverly's make up that nice cuz we're out of time. Sorry Beverly!~ Nicole borrowed me her Nikon DSLR! SO AWESOME!!!! This is my 1st time holding it for the whole Post PMR Concert I did not really take nice pictures until she taught me. I'm really satisfied. Making up was kinda tiring and got a lot of sweat until my small jacket stinks Lucky I borrowed my high heels to Sharon and she changed her slippers with me. My legs also ached yesterday for wearing the whole day Fortunately I didnt have any blisters All the pictures are in Facebook Ciao~

This is a new largest online accessories store in Malaysia. The products there are quite nice and affordable. Join the Facebook fan page and support them. I bought one of my stuffs there..so damn freakin nice!!!!! I never regret buying my accessories there. This is the link: www.eslystyle.com KTHXBAII :D

Its my first time in Sekolah Sri Garden's Prize Giving Day! Lolzz... My first time getting third in all term of exams. First time I can let my parents see me on stage, taking a certificate home. Its the first time I did it and this is like once in a life time. I hope I can get it again next year by studying hard. I get the 3rd position in class and I wanna be in the best of subjects( in art ). Kyaa~~~ XD KTHXBAII :D

I gotta let go of the past.... I suddenly asked the Monkey whether he treats me as a friend or not... This suddenly pops out of ma head... I feel kinda sad somehow cause he said he will also do that to me if he were the Jelly...he said that I wouldn't take it personally. Well, actually I do. I have been grudging it for so long....but sometimes, I just dont wanna think it cuz its the past already. *takes a deep breath* I have let go already, like what Xin Jun said. ( Actually, I can also let it go myself but its hard to let it go. ^^ ) He called me to let it go for 75% cause I let it go for only 50%. I'm gonna live ma life in a happy and enjoyable way I'm gonna forget all the bad bullshits in ma life and move on for there's a road for me to go. Thx for ma blog which is always there for me. KTHXBAII :D

My cousin from my mother's side had just live with us....and this is not the 1st time She had always caused trouble and always make my mum scold her Gosh, I'm tired of her scolding everyday... She always do things which robberies do everytime...well...we're trying to change her She can be a very good liar or thief next time.......I dont really like her.... Im always very cold to her and well, I swore about her full with bad words cuz I hate her :D Well, tata~

So many people had changed in my life.... Well, some of them..but not that many... I have not changed but there is a thing that I changed, I'm stronger. Some of the people who are not in my life anymore.....they had changed a lot. I wonder why....maybe people change when we grow? People change because they have been influenced by other people? But there are some people who never change from little children till now.... Some people who I never knew but never talk to them became even bitchier and some are like a playgirl.... Gosh..... But there are some people who never change and I love the way they are!

Oh me gosh..I almost got captured yesterday...by having a boyfriend... My mu doesnt let me having a boyfriend....cuz we're too young She wanted to borrow my phone yesterday cause she left her phone in the saloon but I hesitated and I took out my battery to give it to my brother cause he doesnt hav battery. He never co-operated with me I quickly went to the toilet and deleted all my messages and saying excuses to her It was a safe escape but Im so afraid that she will look at my calls and pictures for I had his picture in my hp... Luckily, I tried not to panic and think of some excuse Fortunately, I have some excuses when she got back home from fetching my sister... Thank god she never saw my pictures..... I think I should be more relaxed and stay low..... Lucky me

Gawd..its so damn freaking boring here and I'm watching Hello Baby by SNSD... Well, its not reli tht funny as SHINee's....but the baby is really pretty and cute...its a baby boy I have nothing to do and Im waiting for the video to buffer while blogging I think Facebook is kinda boring to me already....all the things I do there is just too see pictures and play games...well, uploading photos too....and commenting other peoples status.. I feel bored and I dont now why...^^ Maybe blogging is my thing...I dont really feel bored when Im blogging But my blog is not really that popular.. Hope it gets popular someday I might wanna type bout stories inside.....my own imaginations.... :D Okay, now I have a topic to talk...why do people think Popteen or PopSister is lala? I really dont get it... I dont think they even know tht all the brands in Popteen n PopSister is seriously branded and expensive I think the styles in there are kinda cute and pretty.... The style there is not even lala

I'm obviously a SHINee addict now! I dont know why am I so addicted to them... First, I watched their Hello Baby show..they were all so god damn funny Their latest album is Lucifer And the album repackage is Hello You must listen to all their songs...its damn f-ing nice! I love SHINee but the most I love is Key oppa! He's damn freaking hot and cute rite? I kinda miss his light brown hair though Lucifer Shots.... Latest album, Hello I will give my love and support to them! SHINee, hwaiting(fighting)!