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I'm back again and this is one more post before I go to sleep. I'm actually quite happy because I didn't know that Dakota Rose a.k.a KotaKoti a girl from the states is the new model for Dolly Wink along with the producer of Dolly Wink, Tsubasa Masuwaka. I'm gonna call Dakota Rose, DR cause I didn't really like KotaKoti as her name. I saw DR's blog and youtube site before and tell me...she's so god damn good in Japanese (cause her agency is in Japan and she totally loves Japanese stuff) She's really like a barbie doll and I've never seen her without make up before and I'm sooooo curious of how is she gonna look like. And the most shocking thing is, she's the same age as me. 18 years old. Wow, she's really earning big bucks. If you dont know who DR is, here's a pic of her. She's really pretty right and you might think that she's a fake full with photoshop edits but let me tell you, she's real According to the

Hello! I finally have a topic I wanna share today! Okay, here I go 1. Tsubasa and her husband had a divorce two months ago and I'm sure you knew...if you don't know, leave it. 2. Xia Xue is pregnant and I've not been looking at her blog for so long and she has a baby boy and I'm happy for her. 3. I have cut my hair short because I'm sick of the black dip dye and hair splits are coming out. 4. I've been rejected by Headline Publishing Group in UK cause...I don't meet their expectations? Still thinking of where to send it to... Its just so sick seeing them being unhealthy and my black roots are coming out from my head and I'm thinking whether should I recolor my hair...not brown but Tiffy's hair colour! Love her hair and maybe Imma recolour it after a year? O.O And this is how I look like now. Sorry if I had a bright light beside me cause I'm outside of my room and sitting on the study table now. And I'm wearing pyjamm

Hey guys...I know I've been MIA recently and yeah...if I blog, there must be happening to me. Since I've always led out my hardest feelings here, maybe I should pour it out here too. Btw, no one would even wanna bother... Okay, I've been working lately as a manicurist in my mum's saloon and....business has been really tiring cause I've been working from morning to late at night. Example : 10 am - 9.30 pm IKR. Its fucking tiring and today has been the worse of the worst. I made so many fucking mistakes that my sister stated to me when I stepped into the car.... I didn't realize it until she told me.... She told me many consequences and I'm mind-fucked because I feel so guilty and I feel so sorry towards my mother because all the ugly things I made to other people's nails will spread and business will go bad. I have to wake up at 5 and reach at the saloon by 5.30 and its a fucking chinese new year. It's chinese new year and everybody is suppos