truly, Cecilia's

2day is kinda de worst day. I gt scolded by my aunt n my mum cuz my nail art is nt tht gud n I duno y I always cry....I hate it so much!!!!!!!!!!! Den dey said tht dey nid 2 scold mi cuz I'm weak at it..den my mum kinda stres mi out wen I painted her nails witout my hearts effort.. Haiz...I dun feel like working animor. Veri stresful....wel..I cnt help it cuz at home quite bored n 4gt tht I hav sumting 2 do at home...lol! Den wen I wana use de comp...sis always use it! Haiz....I beter do my tuition homework...at least tht din make me ani bored....

De longest post in my blog is ESP. Haha. Wel, at 1st i tot tht course was weird bt I make a lot of frens. Haha. Morover de ppl dere r al chinese ed bt luckili, some ppl over dere r eng ed. I tok a lot of chinese dere. My group cn hardli tok eng. Haha. Wel....dere r some secrets tht I cnt say..haha!

Haizz...I've been workin 4 dese few days.....as a manicurist in my mums shop...after a few days of doin my mums customer, my hand pain edi...Hate it la wei. Haiz...wel, I hav no confidence in myself dese days bt wen my sis said tht wht Tcher Micheal n Fu said, I hav confidence again. I've been missing de ESP n SG...haiz. Sum of my bro go work....sel hp..haha..Bt den I wish dey gt high salary..lol! Wel, bein a manicurist is quite hard n tiring actuali..cnt help it though cuz I'm bored! I wan skul 2 reopen so tht it wont b as boring as home!

I ate a lot dese days....den..i gt fater n said 2 my mum i'm fat...den rite...I eat kam fei stuf wit my mum....haiz...so suferin la..cnt stand it..den almost evriday i shit...haiz..Bt den mus control my food meter lo..haha..

Haiz...my hp kena rampas by my parents....cnt comunicate wit u all. So sad...I'm reli sry 2 my ESP n SG fren....I try 2 find my hp bt den cnt find...haiz. My hp sure gt a lot of mised cals n msgs de ler...haiz..mis my hp a lot...haha....

18th - 21st of November...I went 2 de so-caled-thought-boring-course....I came 1 day earlier b4 de course..It was in Penang sumor....Luckily, I tuk de airplane....hehe. Den, after an hour pased...we stayed at de hotel...dis hotel is caled YMCA..LOL. Den, wen i saw de board of YMCA, I saw Ho Yik Tuck. If I terbalik, it wil b Ho Tuck Yik. AHAHAHA....reminds mi of my kor Tuck Yik. Den, I went out wit dis tcher caled Calvin. He bring us go out n eat. I duno tht Penang fud so nice 2 eat. In KL, de kuey teow so big piece bt den rite in Penang, de kuey teow piece so smal n de prawn so big!!!! So nice 2 eat man! Bak 2 YMCA, slep lo! At 2.58..I woke up coz de aircond is mor 2 de side n so hot like hel!!!!Den slep again..... Den de nex day, so mani ppl cum 2 YMCA...At 1st my sis n I duno whr 2 gather. Den we realize a lot of ppl came 2 YMCA. So my sis say '' Mei, r we actuali gatherin here?'' So I say....''Ya!''. Den a lot of ppl were lining up 2 get in 2 get t-sh

2day, I was practicin my nails. Den I put 2 mani clear powder until so thick!~ Let u c...Luk so thin n long...but actuali so thick cuz I put 2 much clear powder...N den...I do until so ugli....I wanted 2 take a pic of it but....Its 2 ugli..sry...Den later I cal dis girl 2 help mi removede fake nail 4 mi...Bt she gt no energy.....Den she cal dis guy 2 do it lo...Since he gt so mani energy...let him do...LOL..He remove 4 mi like half of it....Den later, I do it myself...I remove until de wole ting came out..YAY! I FINALI DID IT...(by nt removin my nails oso)..

Dis yr clas party kinda borin cuz tcher dun let other students inside our clas wich is super borin...N den....we hav so mani choc treats.....like choc cakes, choc cupcakes n mani mor...I let u c...So mani choc treats rite? LOL....Den I went 2 1S, a few mins later...Egbert n Kenny fite..I duno y oso...Egbert broke half of Kenny's teeth.....Den Kenny was so desperate tht his teeth broke...swt""

2 all my dear form 5 frens, I wish u a gud luck frm mi...HAPI HOLIDAYS, GUD LUCK IN SPM n GUDBYE!~ I wont b seein u guys nex yr unles u guys take yor spm results in skul...I wil giv u guys a tight bear hug wen u guys cum k? I'm sori 4 de bear hugs cuz I wil mis u guys!~ I wil mis dese ppl: Rei jie 1st ex kor Kai kor Han Sin Chun Yee kor Suki Howard Min Lin Han Yao Darren Jen Chung Ai Wee Wei Zhong Adrian Nadia Emily Yuan Kay Lillian Emest Pei Wen PS: I will giv de bear hugs 2 de ppl hu i reli knw....LOL

I went 2 Pangkor 4 skul trip..N it was de last trip! So fun in Pangkor....hehe...We went dere 4 3 days n 2 nites.....Sum ppl wanted 2 go Pangkor but dey late pay......So sad....Actuali I was suposed 2 sit wit Egbert 4 de trip bt..de bus was actuali separated...girls bus n boys bus....man....so i sit wit Iris..Mi in Iris gt nth 2 talk bout so we separated n went 2 my frens site so nt getin bored sitin alone...Feel so emo! I hate it! Wel, al i hunt in Pangkor is short pants....LOL! I kip thinkin bout shopin until I neva buy souvenier 4 my dear frens! I'm so sori sori sori sori sori sori sori 2 al my fren ya!~ Den I oso had bad xperiences dere cuz....wen I wanted revenge witEgbert n a form 2 guy....I threw sand on dem...dey gt angri so dis form 2 guy take sand n threw in my bak n threw it at my face..It was veri violent....I dun like...My body was ful of sand...it wasnt comfortable!!!!!!!!! I gt veri angri at dem until I released my anger in skul n frens wit dem bak. Lucky dey di tink

My nail lesons hav started ytd....n so saturday n sunday wont b a boring day at al again!~ WOOHOO! Bt den, my so cal '' big sized fren'' we cal him in chinese is ''DA ZHI LAO''. Hehe. He like 2 kacau mi so much tht I sumtimes wana kil him so much! Bt den I oso like 2 disturb him oso! LOL! Its so gud 2 b bak 2 nail lesons but den sumtimes....I wil b veri emo cuz sumtimes i do nail veri ugli n nt nice...i wil b sad n veri emo! Ahaha! Den....2nite, wen i was eatin diner..I duno whts wrong wit mi, wen i drop 1 of my chopsticks, I lose balance n i fel wen i tried 2 held on my sis hand o my sis chair.....n de place is on a restaurant.....SO EMBARASING!~ Oh wel, dis is de 1st time I neva went 2 de iff n yr end concert....Dam it sad...I always go 2 dis events but dis yr neva go..sad...Bt...nex yr sure I go de...

In dis clas, I knew sum ppl wich r Rachel, Pei Wen n Emest. Nomali I find Pei Wen o either Rachel cuz nomali I got frenship prob, I find dem de. Den le, dere is 1 time I find Emest cuz of Singapore mth prob la...Hehe! Den le, sumtimes I saw Pei Wen in 5K2 cuz her clas lock. Den Rachel o jie, I find her cuz of frenship prob. Den ler, she's kinda like mi once. I cried wen she consulted mi cuz I 2 sad jor. Like nobodi in my clas, take it lightli o care bout mi..I duno la bt den rite, I try find consultants hu r older den mi......(fren consultants) LOL. PS: Diana n Sok Lin: I noe tht u guys oso care bout mi la

In 5K1 I oni noe 2 ppl wich is Howard n Min Lin. LOL! Sumtimes wen I cum in 2 5K2, I c Howard. Den say hi....thts all wht i've gota say. Den Min Lin, I sumtimes talk her during after skul time. Sumtimes I c her go home late.

I always go 2 5K2 cuz I dun wana c de enemy in my clas n actuali I dun hate dem..Its jus tht dey dun feel like c-ing mi....Oh wel, I always go 5K2 jus 2 visit my frenszz!~ Like Han Sin...he's my bes fren. Nomali I oso find Han Sin cuz he oso gud in frenship prob de, den Tuck Yik, I cal him 1st ex kor cuz he is my bro den Chun Yee ermm..finali can talk 2 him sum certain tings jor....lol...den ar..Kai lo..my Kai Kor lo....can hardli talk wit him accept by sayin hi n bye lo...Bored..Wish I can talk 2 him mor...den....lets c..I make new frens like Nadia n Adrian. Adrian nice guy!~ XD. Den ar, Emily...Emily she oso talk 2 mi but nt always la(a gud entertainer!).....Yuan Kay I noe her 4 a long time at bbal practice. Lst time captain now retire cuz wan go colege edi.....I'll miss 5K2 cuz dey wil not b here nex yr...den ar, another new fren. Jen Chung!~ HEHE!~ Den another fren i noe is Darren n Wei Zhong. Han Yao...normali we chat in msn n can hardli talk in skul la. Now I wana make fr

2day i hav counselin frm my fren, Rei!~ I cal her Rachel o jie! Hehe!~ I hav fren prob...a lot...I now noe tht actuali girls in my clas oso hate me! Den Diana told mi 2 stop doin dose pity faces, cute faces n cute voices....Did I do tht? NO!!!! Wel, she did dis cuz of my own gud....Bt den rite, normali frens wil acept de way u r....Sumtimes, Diana dun like de way i m...LOL!~ I cried ytd cuz Sok Lin tel mi tht actuali a num of gals hate mi n dislike me. Dey jus dun wana tel mi cuz dey dun wan mi 2 b sad o other reason. But she was all along n always comfort mi wen I cry. She always dun hate anibodi. She's reli a nice gal. I duno how 2 pay her kindnes....Wel, I tot tht bein pregnant n die wil make my frens hu hate me wil b hapi actuali, if i die, my parents n famili wil b veri sad bout it, n if i b pregnant, my wole future wil b desroyed. Wel, i had counselin frm my tcher n fren of coz Rachel. HEHE!!!!!!!! Rachel frm 5SC3- TQ SO MUCH! N my tcher-Ms Tan- TQ OSO!~ dese r de 1 tht consu

Its been a long time I neva talk 2 wit sum of my frens like.....Nevamind...I dun wana say de names...Wel, lets name dem...eg...Y,X n Z. k? At 1st, Y was a veri gud fren of mine during de 1st semester. Bt den, sumting came up...He started 2 hate me wit stupid reasons. Den it been for mnths tht he hated mi. I duno y i cry 4 him. I'm such a stupid girl. Den X, my another bes fren of mine after Y, he's beter den Y...Dis day, de day wen Janak wanted 2 leav skul. A misunderstandin. I asked X wether he wan 2 eat choc cake. Den X said he dun wana eat & nt wiling 2 pay. So i gt angri n told tcher bout tht. Bt he 4get bout it & wanted 2 say sry 2 mi wile I say '' I hate u, he's nt my bes fren.'' He started 2 hate me from tht day onwards. I started 2 knw de truth from Diana. I felt so sry 4 X!~. I cried 4 him oso. I told dis 2 sum of my relativs. Dey caled mi 2 study hard n nt 2 tink bout it. Den Z, he's oso a fren of mine. After I had nt fren wit X n Y, Z

FINAL EXAMS R OVER! YEA! We had studied so much....n sum of our fren cheated in clas witout tcher noticin....Oh wel...1 of our fren cheated in clas..I felt sry 4 him...Oh wel, dun mention al de sad times....Wen finals r over..we were like MERDEKA!~ OMG!~ I was relaxing after finals! Dun hav 2 study! YAY! Bt i hav 2 study 4 de PMR exams since in 2 yrs time gota b face PMR! Sum of my frens woried bout de results.....Wel..I dun reli care...LOL!

I went 2 johor yesterday....my new lil cousin is so cute! But she is jus 1mnth old....well for the chinese is already 1 years old.....So...after my aunt born her child..she dont look like the old aunt I know...So she said that she's gonna keep fit in 2 months time....Oh wel...dis reminds mi 2 kip fitn skinny 2! LOL! Btw....i dun reli like my aunts helper cuz she SUX!~ I wanna play wit my lil cousin she dont let...when she sleep I wanna take pic of her...she also dont let...that bitch!!!!!!!!! I really hate her! But I'm not gonna see her after take caring of my lil cousin!~ YAY!~

I've been climbin mountain 4 dese few days cuz i wana b skinny n fit 4 sumhow....Well, I 'm veri tired of climbin mountain bt den its reli gud cuz it loses all my fats in my body...lol....U guys shud try it though....lol....U try n do it 4 1 week....Yor bak wil hav like a S shape....lol...My mums customer told mi tht cuz she did tht like evriday...omg...n she was like always goin 4 rounds...I wonder if she's tired of it....Oh well....After 4 all dat frenship prob.....I tink no mor bout it...N lov jus gt harder.......

In this world, there are no such tings as best friends cuz normally the friend will betray u in the end..Moreover, they even dont have your back to help u..Cuz..sometimes...they will even leave u alone in the miserable world...They couldnt really help u that much. Well, if they are really your friends...they will have your back and always help no matter what...They wont betray u in the end cuz they help u as much as they can to help. They always make u happy unlike your friends who keep betraying u or using u..They wont back-stab u or talk ill bout u also...People who are not your friends will always talk ill and back stab u....So please choose your friend properly...Your friend will go till the end with u also....

Today in art class, 1 of my friend, so called enemy....dont let my group stuff to put on his table. His name is.....I dont wanna say it....He is so selfish and damn it cc..Fuckin selfish!~. Damn it!~. Put my stuff on his table also canot!~. What kind of person is this!? A few months ago, he said to Sok Lin that if I wanna be friends with him, I must shout sorry for 10x in eng and science class so that he will be friends with me again! Is this what u call friends?! What the fuckin hell man! Some more, he always want other people not to friend me by saying '' I HATE POH KIM'' or ''DO U HATE POH KIM?'' ARGH!!!!!! I can't take it anymore! He always like that! But then I control & try to be patient with it.. And tr y not to care at all! PS: ZC....Diana call me to type this down! She said tht u SUCK!

I hate final exam man....I hate it...Need to study like freakin hell! I dont like it! Then 2 more years need to study for PMR...then after form 4....need to study for SPM....sigh...must it be this way? Need 2 study like hellll.....But we must study so that we have a brighter future.....So I need to study@_@

Why is love always so hard? Its like when u love someone.....u always think bout them like everytime...But then when this person that u love talk to u or treat u like his sis or bro...u feel very happy....but when u find out tht he love someone....u feel very sad and rejected......sigh......But sometimes if u have boyfriends or girlfriends....u broke up...u may not be friends anymore even u wana just be friends....its kinda hurtful to me bt I dont know u guys have ever been like this before.....So some girls, they confess to the guys they like or love rite? Some guys also confess to the girls they love or like rite? Well it does not mean that u must confess rite? So just enjoy the process of havin fun stuff...with friends.....Hehe.....

This year I make a lot of frenz! I was very happy when I make a lot of frens in my school cuz this year a lot of people from government school came.....I was very happy bout it!!! But then it came out disaster when I found out that 1 of my fren hated me for noting and he said that he hated me cuz of some stupid tings and being childish! Then my most trusted fren of mine also hate me cuz I was so stupid that I said hurtful tings in front of him but I said sorry to him and when I say sorry to him..he dont wanna forgive me! I hate it....These 2 friends...are very valuable to me......I had sweet memories with them.....I cried cuz I was very sad.........I cried becuz of them and I want their forgiveness......Well...things will be over soon rite?