truly, Cecilia's

I'm finally getting back! HAHA! I've finished my SPM but...I STILL HAVE ART TO GO! Anyways, all the important subjects are over and art is the only thing can make me relaxed... As soon as I've finished my exams, sickness came and gosh...it's been too long since I've felt this way. I hate being sick! Especially the throat, IT'S KILLING ME! I've been wasting my time watching anime's and movies I've never watched before and I love this feeling! I love wasting time but soon...I have to get back to reality where I have to work part time at some place and work as a manicurist in my mum's saloon. :( That sucks! I'll try to change my blog somehow because blogs based on feelings doesn't sound right but I'll post it when I want to. I'm thinking of changing my blog into a fashion/lifestyle blog. How does that sound? Better right? I think I'm gonna start it soon...can't promise but I'm sure I'm gonna make it. After 17

Yesterday was my graduation day and I didn't expect to be a senior, SERIOUSLY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Anyways, I cried a lot..not only me but my friends too. There's so many dramas in my high school life and there's even one now but I'm gonna drop it because thinking about it is not good. Moreover, SPM is coming so...it's good not to care bout it. ( The friend of mine never forgave me but...it's okay. Seeing her being happy is just enough ;) ) There are lots of pictures I took with my friends and gosh, when I gave my speech in the hall, I cried. Every person who went up to the podium, cried after finishing their speech. Everything is just so beautiful all of a sudden. And to my surprise, I met him. The latest ex boyfriend I had a year ago.  I don't wanna talk bout him and let's move to the graduation story. I look so fucking fat in my photos. HAHAHAHAHA Gotta lose some fats after SPM, LITERALLY! In my speech, I apologised and forgave the people who