truly, Cecilia's

I hate final exam man....I hate it...Need to study like freakin hell! I dont like it! Then 2 more years need to study for PMR...then after form 4....need to study for SPM....sigh...must it be this way? Need 2 study like hellll.....But we must study so that we have a brighter future.....So I need to study@_@

Why is love always so hard? Its like when u love someone.....u always think bout them like everytime...But then when this person that u love talk to u or treat u like his sis or bro...u feel very happy....but when u find out tht he love someone....u feel very sad and rejected......sigh......But sometimes if u have boyfriends or girlfriends....u broke up...u may not be friends anymore even u wana just be friends....its kinda hurtful to me bt I dont know u guys have ever been like this before.....So some girls, they confess to the guys they like or love rite? Some guys also confess to the girls they love or like rite? Well it does not mean that u must confess rite? So just enjoy the process of havin fun stuff...with friends.....Hehe.....

This year I make a lot of frenz! I was very happy when I make a lot of frens in my school cuz this year a lot of people from government school came.....I was very happy bout it!!! But then it came out disaster when I found out that 1 of my fren hated me for noting and he said that he hated me cuz of some stupid tings and being childish! Then my most trusted fren of mine also hate me cuz I was so stupid that I said hurtful tings in front of him but I said sorry to him and when I say sorry to him..he dont wanna forgive me! I hate it....These 2 friends...are very valuable to me......I had sweet memories with them.....I cried cuz I was very sad.........I cried becuz of them and I want their forgiveness......Well...things will be over soon rite?