truly, Cecilia's

Oh my god. I wanna runaway. Or to die cause I don't wanna face reality anymore. I think I had my attitude problems but I think I better die or runaway. One thing about reality is, it sucks and its harsh. Or one thing to say, I don't wanna live any longer. The more I live, the more I suffer. I'm thinking negatively now. So I hope that you readers know how negative people think. I feel like escaping the harsh reality and go to a place where no one stays but only me. But sometimes, I don't know why, I wanted the death god to take me away so I can die faster. I wonder, if I die, will the stress in me, go away? Well, I didn't wanna die cause it hurts, you'll think bout your family and friends and you'll think the important people in your life. So sometimes, I didn't wanna end my life that way. Maybe I should just move on and live my happy life?

Wow. This is my 1st time blogging with my phone... Anyways, I had finally bought my chinese new year clothes and I'm satisfied cause I bought the most clothes. Well, I'm really a shopaholic. And I'm in hunger to hunt and buy more new clothes. But one thing bad today is that my dad had a frowny face. And I don't like that. When me, sis, lil bro, mum and my lil cousin went for shopping, my dad just disappeared into the car. Lols. His mood ain't good. Anyway, I'm happy and nights everyone. Good night world. KTHXBAII :D

Yo! I know I'm lame XD I finally had Twitter cause.....Nickhun of 2PM had TWITTER ! That's why I signed up in Twitter. Lolssss!~

The voting is over for the student council thingy. But I just cant believe that, I thought this girl was nice and all but it turns out that she's a BITCH. Now I know why my friend told me that she is a BITCH When my friend put my poster on this class's wall, this BITCH went and put her boyfriends poster on my poster. What the hell. Its like her boyfriend who wants to win that post right? Everybody who participated it wanted to win! What the hell man. GRRRRR Since I have nothing to say now..... I wish all the chinese in the world a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! KTHXBAII :D

I dont even know why, a fucking 16 year old immature teenage just vandalized my poster. Well, I wanna run a post in the student council in my school. I posted for the Key Stage 4 Representative. In case if u guys didnt know about the system, I'll tell u now. In my school, there are Key Stage 1, 2, 3 and 4. The Key Stage 1 are the kindergartens and primary 1. Key Stage 2 are the primary students at primary 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6. Key Stage 3 are the form 1, 2 and 3. Lastly, Key Stage 4 are the form 4 and 5'ves. Oh well, back to the topic, if he didnt wanna vote for me its okay but vandalize it. I really wanna kick his balls ( actually his dick ) but forget it. I didnt wanna care and I dont really have the guts to do it ( even though I really wanna kick his dick in front of everybody ) Well, its better to kick it in front of everybody and make him humiliated. I would just wanna say...FUCK YOU! KTHXBAII :D

I FINALLY HAD MY NEW PHONE!!! FINALLY! I bought my new phone yesterday night from my 2nd uncle,since he sells handphones. RM 800 for the phone. The model is w995a. Pink in colour. Sony Ericsson. So awesome! ( I still owe him 700RM ) Here's the picture below if u dunno what it is. But one thing now is that I have to move all my stuff from my previous memory card to this phone's memory card. But my previous memory card had some problems which cause me so troublesome to do it. By the way, I really love this phone even though its a lil bit of outdated cuz everybody now in the world is buying iPhones.

Today, everything is okay between my friend and me. I hugged her today, but she never hugged me back. I was kinda hurt though :( But its okay, I'm the one who's wrong for being so mad at her, knowing that she did it for my own good. Well, everything is okay for us now. :))))) Huey Ling, if you're reading it now, I'm sorry what I have said bout u in my yesterday post. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.

The good news is that I went to 4SC3! FINALLY! But the bad news is, I just got this fucking thing on my Facebook and removed the tag off of me cuz when I read it, I just got so angry and I was like WHAT THE FUCK! I didn't even simply cry just because of the voting of the student council. I had registered myself in my school's student council for Key Stage 4 Representative. I heard a lot of students had registered for that post. Oh well, so I ( of course ) told my friends to vote for me. And guess what, she just said not to cry for some little things. Okay, I did cry in school cause Imma cry baby and I admit it. Then she said if she wanted to vote me, she called me not to cry for some petty little things. I did not want to cry for some lil things already and why is she saying this to me. I had already knew well of my attitude. Then she said that if I had stop that crying, she will think about it. Good gracious! I NEVER EVEN CRIED AND SHE JUST SAY IT SO EASY LIKE THAT. Okay, we&#

I miss last year a lot and I dont know whether I can still talk with you guys in the future. The best memories has been planted there. The people in 3E are Pang Lee Juan, Koh Wee Chung, Ng Jia Jian, Marcus Yau Hui Yang, Pan Chun Lim, Ida Merlina Shazween, Sharizat, Fiona Ho Jia Ling, Elie Cheah Yen Thing, Joyce Koah Kah Qi, Douglas Chan Yean Tat, Natasha Seger Kerk, Ooi Theck Shieng, Justin Lam Han Ming, Tong Xin Jun, Elvis Thoo Khai Xuan, Winson Sim Zhao Nan, Tee Kean Sern, Racheal Ow and etc. I think I missed 3E so MUCH! But this post is especially for u guys. For those of u guys went to international, must see this also. You guys are the greatest memories and friends I ever made. I know some of the guys in my class criticize me but I appreciated that cause we were going to our own roads. I'm really very happy with u guys. Hope we may remain friends. I really appreciated u guys so much and thanks for the memories. :)))) This post are for you guys Hope u guys love it!

Well, I am a form 4 student now. I got my own road to go. Due to my bad results, I was admitted to art/business and commerce stream In bahasa malaysia, commerce is called perdangangan. So I wanted to go to this perdagangan class. The package inside consists of add maths, basic economics and accounts. This class is called 4P1. Well, I also took art as my extra subject. Kinda not used to it cuz I still miss 3E. Marcus, Chun Lim, Su Yi and Bing Ling went to 4SC2, Lee Juan and Jia Chun went to 4SC3. I wanted to go and study biology cuz I had interset in it but its okay. Cuz my dream is to be a fashion designer. So its better to go to 4P1, 4A1. 4A2 is closed for no students went there. Cause if I go to science stream, my bio, physics and chemistry will be wasted. Well, it doesnt mean that going to scince stream must be succesful. Business/ art stream student also can be succesful. Now I think that I have always been looking down on business/ art stream. But guess what, I dont care any of th

I'm so sorry that I never update for my blog cause I kept helping my mum in the saloon. Before my new year, I got bit by a wild cat. The story goes like this:- I dunno where the cat came from, when my father discovered that it was eating food in the house, my father beat it. When me and my mum came home, my mum also beat it. I looked at the pitiful cat, so I took it up cuz I didnt want my dogs to bite it so I took it up, and when I just looking back at my beloved dogs, the fucking cat bite me. His canine went in deep in my hand. It almost bit my nerve. It also scratched me. What the fuck. I shouted out loud and everybody in the neighborhood heard me. In pain, I went back home and then..I cried. I also took a picture of how it looks like The orange thingies are the medicine. It does work. I celebrated my new year with McD. My aunty bought the McD. When I helped my mum in the saloon the next day, every one of her customers were asking me what happened. =.= Oh well, tata and wish ever