truly, Cecilia's

There are some secrecies about him that I dont wanna type it out here cause I'm afraid that he might see it eventhough he doesnt really visit this blog anymore. Well, I talk about him in my Tumblr. So that he doesnt see it :) If you guys wanna see it, go ahead. *laughs*

Okay, the reason I typed this is because, I kinda hate my bus driver. He's stinks with cigarette smell, black teeth, he's like a high school drop out and he has very bad punctualities to fetch me, my lil bro and my lil cousin. He talk to me today and I feel disgusted. Suddenly sitting beside me in the bus. He reek with cigarette smell and eww, I dont really like talking to him. And its really weird that he suddenly approaches me while I was reading my magazine. He sat beside me while waiting for all of the students who sat in the bus. Luckily, I had a friend. When he sat beside me, I avoided him and sat further away from him. I dont wanna sit in the bus anymore!

There are some new KPOP songs I've heard about, and some of the info I got it fromwww.allkpop.com New songs : 1. Park Bom - Dont cry 2. After School - Shampoo 3. f(x) - Pinocchio (Danger) 4. SNSD - Mr Taxi ( japanese song but I hope there'll be a korean version!) p/s: I took their album covers.

Congratulation to you lovely couple~ Hope you both can live happily forever together. Seeing you both being happy, makes me envious. :D This is my wishes for you both since I cant wish it on youtube for I didnt know how to upload a video. Cant wait to watch the video!!! p/s: I wanna be in royalty wearing a grand wedding dress!!! xoxo

Heyyy!~ Sorry for not updating for a while. I kinda forgot. Hahahahahahaha. The theme this year is Hollywood, Lights, Camera and Action. My IU Night went well and it was shoooooo great! Some of my old friends came and I was so damnn gladd! It was kinda boring though when they showed all the new trailers and hot online games. I dont know what the online games are related to Hollywood. Some of the performances were awesome and what I love most is the FASHION SHOW! I'll take some photos from Facebook to let you guys see it cause I'm lazy to take the pictures myself :D Eminem & Rihanna Elvis Presley Tinkerbell Batman & Spiderman p/s: This is the 1st time theyre having little kiddies on catwalk Marilyn Monroe Black Swan Avatar! Twilight p/s: Jacob cant be seen! Cute Harry Potter Dexter's Laboratory Michael Jackson Lady Gaga! She look like Katy Perry, dont she? Our school's Justin Bieber! Hawwt! James Bond! Mickey and Minnie Mouse Charlie Chaplin :)

I dont understand. Why do old fashioned mothers pamper the sons so much more than the daughter. I dont know why like seriously I know the boys will be the heir of the riches of the family when they grow up but we girls own nothing. I say like this cause my mum is the old fashioned type-of-lady and she pampers my brother a lot. I dont get it. When me and my sister wanted to this and that, she disagree and she'll scold us And when my brother wanted to this and that, she agrees and pampers him. WTF Like what, she's gonna give him all her riches? Its so not fair to me and my sister. When me and my sister said to our mum that she treats our brother different than us, she said that she treats us equally the same. WTF Okay, my father pampers me and we're much closer but we're still not close cause we dont really talk much and my father has really really bad issues bout himself Back to the topic, she always stands out for our brother like this, but us, never. My mum even kinda...

The rain is falling heavily today :( In the morning around 5 in the morning, its raining heavily. Around 8-3.20, it was sunny. In the afternoon, an hour ago, it rained heavily again. I dont know whats with the weather these few months. :( While the rain is pouring heavily, I ran to my bus and I fell on the first step of the bus. My thighs hurt but its okay now. And today, I dont even know why would I wanna think of the past when I'm with him. :) I went to one of the places where me and him hang out Memories are all spread out in my brain. I smiled. Those were the sweetest memories ever. Anyway, I got pictures for todayyyyy! And, my friend found an Elmo book in the library! XD Its so rare! And I took out a Hercules story book, its about him and Pegasus when their babies! We took out books cause we have to do it for reference ( we're in art class anyway and there are only 8 people ) Friends Forever This is the picture I drew :) Cute right?

Finally! After for so so long! F(X) had made their comeback with their first album Pinocchio!

Okay, I have typed this in Tumblr and I'm gonna type it here again cause he doesnt sees my blog anymore and maybe the contents here are kinda different from Tumblr. I'm just so stupid. I didnt know that you'll go this far by ignoring me I liked your status and, guess what, you ignored it. After I told you how I feel about you, you went and said that I'm torturing you. WHATTHEFUCK. Okay. Fine, since I ignored you before, its because that I wanna forget you. And now you treated me this way, I'm fine with it. I would think that I should wait for you cause I dont wanna forget you But now, I'm just gonna move on and give up and forget you!

I told him how I feel about him and we're just friends now. I can't think wide and I always thought that he would be the one for me. I can't think that there will be other guys who are better than him. When I'm alone, or when I'm sleeping, I dont know why would I wanna think about him. :( Cried for two days already. Its really time for me to move on. Forgive and Forget. When he's with my friends, I'm kinda envious of them cause they can talk to him but I can't for I'm shy and it'll be awkward. I'm trying to forget him now. I think I kept forcing myself to forget him... :( Well, I just wish I could forget him. Why is this ex boyfriend of mine so hard to forget?

TADAAAAAAAAAA~ Here is my candle and my bracelet....sorry for posting this after for so long cause I forgot. :) I bought the bracelet and the accessories for it and its DIY :D Here it is

I'm now in a healing process. Healing my heart. Wish me luck in forgetting him :) I can find another guy who's better than him I'm now waiting for a hotter guy to chase and confess to me :D

My heart hurts yesterday when I'm crying. Why when my love for him goes deep, he left me. And I dont feel like talking to him anymore. I didnt dream anything about him today. I didnt dream anything, wait, I did except for stupid weird dreams I had. I broke up with him after I asked him to give me a second chance cause I felt that he didn't liked me and blah blah blah ( those blah blah blah, I cant really say out ) For the past few days, I've been dreaming about him and I didnt know that I would miss him so much. He doesn't like me anymore My eyes were like..they cant open and I feel like continuing my sleep but I cant. >:( My heart really hurts from this heart ache. Time oh time, let me recover.

Today is my school's sports day and here are the pictures that I promised :) Me and my senior did this banner Sorry, there are only a few pictures :( And blue house won this year again!~ YESSS! VICTORY IS BACK TO US AGAIN!

Its the durian season this month! The durians I ate are damn awesome! Well, most western people dont love it cause the smell is strong but we asians love'em! I look so fat and my eye bags are sooo big! ><

Tomorrow is our big day for us secondary students, SPORTS DAY! Well, these few days, I've been helping out the blue house for decorations I did the banner with my senior Love his creativity and screw mine. My idea sucks but his is awesome. I suck XD Well, I dont know whether I should post the banner picture in Facebook or blogger or not... :) Well, I'll take photos for tomorrow and post it here KTHXBAII

Since the viewers in my blog are not really that bad and that made me wanna earn money from my blog. So just now I went to my friends blog and I didn't know that Nuffnang Ads can earn money and I was kinda excited but disappointed at the same time. I'm disappointed cause if I make money with my blog, my mum will kill me. Well, since I already had a job which is doing other people's nails. I'm kinda money minded. I think its a very cause all I wanna do is shop XD Its a long time I never went out shopping :( Hmm...well, I gotta wait for a few years just to earn money in my blog.

I went back time in my blog by reading my previous posts and I deleted some of them which mentions him and other useless posts I never post When I went back time in my blog, my English improved massively and have never been using short forms of English words in my blog anymore Last time, when I was 13, I used short forms cause its easier and I just want Malaysians to understand only Then when I discovered I had readers from United States and other countries, I stopped with my broken English and short forms. Time passes really fast and I felt that I have grown and changed from reading my blog. I miss the past somehow and learnt a lot from these mistakes I made. There are so many things I have learnt in life and I'm going to learn more in the future :D

Its now 1st of April HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!