truly, Cecilia's

I dunno why people change so much till theyre like people u dont know Well, there are numerous of ppl who changed around me I dun like the feeling at all Well, not only me who thinks frens change..other ppl felt it too I dun even know wad cause them to change Maybe the frens around them? Some people didnt change...majority of them had changed I dun reli knw who the hell are they anymore Haiz...

God..I din say this word for a very long time now... But I can finally say to this person I love you Well, u know who u are now... Ever since WJ broke my heart, I din say this word... But suddenly this word had revived me again because of him But wen I see WJ, it reminds me of the past..... But now I got him I can forget bout it I really love you now...

I jus wanna tell him that I'm not sensitive...ok...eventhough I am.....only for 20% I shouldnt have liked him cuz now I keep missing him! Damn it!

My trial marks have improved and some went down... I dunno whether my mum is gonna cut my hair or not but I hope she dont I've been stressing for these few days and I burst today My english..I got B for it...damn... I always depend on my english to get an A for it but..omg... Seriously, I duno wads gonna happen to me I dun wan my mum to cut my hair cuz its terrifying I dun wan it 2 happen I hope I can still hav my 3rd place chair in de class Xin Jun got a big pressure today tht he broke de alarm fire bell He didnt even know tht it would ring Haiz..his parents are giving him to much pressure No wonder he said tht he's not gud enuf Haiz... I'm gonna break de alarm bell again..haha

Whats wrong being a fashion designer? Is it I cant find any money for the family? Is it I cant be famous and open those kind of shops in Sungai Wang, Times Square? No! I'm gonna be a famous fashion designer I'm gonna design brand new stuffs and I'm gonna show u guys wad I've got! I dont know whether I'm gonna change my mind or not but this what makes me important now

Nowadays...every midnight...I will always chat wit him.... Dunno why he keep sayin sorry.... And I cannot say it== Oh well, its nice talkin 2 a person during midnight until tht person doesnt hav batteries anymore I missed these kind of moments very much since I had broke up wit CJ I never talk to CJ this long also....I normally talk wit him 4 30 mins oni...while wit him its like 4 an hour...but wait, its oni 4 45 mins... Oh well, its time 2 giv it to my brother since he's waiting for me...to give the comp 2 him....

My trial is finally over and I cn play de computer again... Its so stresing jus 2 read books late at night I cnt even sleep enough But 4 de ppl who are sittin 4 chinese now..All de best 2 u all Hope u guys c my blog rite after u finish de exam Hahahahahaaa I'm in de computer lab now reading manga n updating my blog... Its been a long time I touched it I'm gonna touch it again 2nite XD

Finally, I had let him go Finally, I dont love him anymore Finally, I dont like him anymore Finally, I had given up on him Its lucky that I had gave up on him..I'm so tired of loving him each and every single day... I'm always thinking bout him And its time that I jus stop rite there I'm gona let my brain rest of him but I'm thinkin bout de other 1 who loves me... Ok....sometimes I think bout him...but I dun like or love him yet....But I have made up my mind dy, if I'm with him, I'll be happy... :) Maybe I'll develop feelings on him too... But I'm not gonna love or like him for so much... Cuz I'm gonna love myself more!!!! XD To me, 1.Studies 2.Family 3.Money 4.Boyfren... Dun blame me if I dont love/like u so much....

Sharon bday was like so lucky.. She can get a dog...a toy poodle summor~~~~ I envy her man....Yz reli lov her a lot~~~ Let me uploads de pics... Hehehehe But its such a tiring day 2day.... I slept for 5 hours...damn tired....but no choice..still nid 2 study for trial.. I wont be blogging for very long but wait 4 me ya~~~ God darn it, de usb cable cant conect 2 de comp!!!!! Sorry...Gonna upload de pics in facebook (if i can)....