Keeping Everything In
Hey guys! I would like to post an emotional fucking post. Yeah, sorry for sounding so rude. Okay, I would like to start off with insecurities. Insecurities are the things which all people feel in this world. Nobody likes feeling that, SERIOUSLY. I'm feeling like this now because I don't want my good friends to leave me. Well...I'm being a fucking paranoid. Why am I a paranoid? Because I have this thing being ditched. Now, I finally knew the reason why. It all started out with me. I have a bad habit of thinking too much. I had took it far and I regretted it. 1. I can't take sarcasm when I'm serious 2. People tend to leave me alone because of me. I made a big fucking mistake and screwed my life all over. Now, I have this very close friend of mine. I knew her since 9 but I got close with her just this year at August. I made a small thing into a big thing. And yeah, I screwed up and told her how I feel about her. It all began when I asked her 'am I important...