truly, Cecilia's

I think I have feelings for Tong Wai Jen, Jason again! I reli didnt hav feelings 4 him animor wen I told him I dun like him Its now comin back to me I dunno wad 2 do animor... De gud feelings I had to L... I wanna 4gt bput it cuz I dun reli like him animor n plus...he stil loves her So theres no way we can be together... Now, I'm waitin 4 Wai Jen.... I think my feelings for him are true.. I do love him.. He's de boy who moves my heart so much

I had break a persons heart ytd... I feel kinda bad sumhow... I lied to him... But sum part of it is true..I like some1 else n he guessed it so fast... God...I knew tht he cried wen I told him....heard tht his eyes were swollen I didnt want 2 do dis bt wht 2 do.. In order 2 make him giv up on me is 2 do cruel stuf like dis...but his frens had de same thing in mind like me too I wanted him 2 move on Now I had a new slogan 4 myself... Live de life tht it was meant to be Dis is my slogan... Readers, DUN STEAL IT! I dun care whether is he hating me, cursing me...I dun mind cuz its better 2 4gt a useles fren like me I talked 2 him n apologized 2 him but he refused.....he told me nt 2 apologize 2 him... I wonder why..... Oh wel, if he stil doesnt talk 2 me.....its beter off tht we r not frens at all Dis is wad I had in mind... I also didnt wan dis 2 happen Hope he would understand I think...dis is how I felt wen I liked WJ... CL told me tht he felt like crying but the tears wont come down......

I duno whether do I stil like Wai Jen or not....since I hav liked dis guy... Lets describe de guy I like is L... Actualli I had gud feelings for L..but..I duno whether I like Wai Jen o not.... Oh god... I duno wad 2 do knw... Do I stil lov Wai Jen? I wanted 2 knw whether does he stil love me o nt.... Cuz so mani ppl said tht he gt feelings 4 me cuz he asked me tht question.... Oh god... I tink I'm waiting 4 Wai Jen.. God! I reli dunno... Help me!

I love Cherries! Do u lov dem? I'm lame...haha

I had forgiven Huey Ling n things seemed to be fine like they always do.... Hahahaha.. I'm stupid 4 posting dis rite?

She was so bored tht she came n find me again...hahaha... N= Hi!! P= HALO!! N= Ok. Wad do u wan to chat abt now? P= Hmm.....good feeling is like o not? N= dun noe, i oso wan to noe P= Haiz...cuz my sis say I like him a lot...I I like him a lot, i will think bout him evriday...but i didnt think bout him for de whole day.... N= dunoe la..some lyk..i dun rel think of him. =)) P= Him? N= yea him. tat him in F3=)) P= Oh..den de 1 in 4SC4? N= i dun oso..but lyk chatting wif him..cuz is fun..hehe :p P= oo...not like F3? N= some time chat wif him okok oni P= Lol..are u gona dump him again? N= tat time he dump me..nt i dump him P= Oh ya hor...This time, if the time is rite, break wit him N= yea...after pmr 1st :D P= I tink u develop feelin 4 him N= Hu? F3/F4? P= F3 N= owh...see 1st la...=D hehe i noe im bad P= Haha..y bad? Tahan until PMR veri gud dy lo... N= haha..I dun wan 2 break his heart now. ltr he dun wan study P= Can say like tht wan meh? N= If he reli do it how?! P= Do it? N= dun wan 2...

Since we had nth 2 do in our seminar..which is reli reli boring....we chatted...let u zao dao...haha..but its all bout relationships... N=Natasha P=Poh Kim(me) Seminar 2010(PMR) N= Poh Kim!!!! HI P= Natasha....!!! HiHi N= I'm bored! P= No choice! I mus study N= LOL. you start studying yet? P= Start dy lo... N= So fast..I dun feel lyk studying. I dont know why..Haiz..fail PMR d la. P= Cannot la...I cnt get iTouch & I wil get my hair cut....cannot la N= I say me..not u P= Oh...dun la... N= I keep tell myself to study oso cant P= Can wan la...there is always possibilities wan. N= last min studying lo. Haiz. I sure last min oni study de P= Cannot lo...die lo like tht.... N= I noe sure stress de P= I knw but at least after trial lo... N= yea la..haiz..my stomach pain! gastric! P= U didnt eat ar? So lui! N= =D yea. usually i neva..thn nth happen de but dunnoe y today gastric. P= Haiz..go berak/drink water la......( I dun think I like L la )? N did >? N= Lol. Gastric mus eat la...=...

She's kinda annoying... God, she's also overreactin n she says tht I'm overreacting also.. Wad de helll.... I neva say she overreact but she say tht 2 me... I tolerate it 4 so long aredy Fuck...and now she says tht I'm usin her?! If I'm usin her, I would have dumped her a long time ago... Fuck la.... Now I knw how S n L feel..and J feels... God.... She's anoying cuz she kip sayin de same thing n I got fed up.. I knw shes a nice person but she's kinda like...too much.... Btw, she made me n 1 of my fren gt distant.. De fren of mine is my bes fren.... I reli dun like it.. I hope de 6 of us get back together... Ruhi, Lee Juan, SuYi, Mei Yin, Bing Ling and me... Jus de 6 of us... I didnt want it 2 b 8 ppl in our group dy...

I begin to not like them animor.. Theyre such bitches Now I knew tht they werent good ppl.. They use ppl anyway... 1 of them is like bagai kacang lupakan kulit cuz I borow her my uniform n let her out of trouble....damn! 1 of them had aredi chged....damn sad for her man.. Haiz....

Dont u think that when u love sumbodi...the sumbodi doesnt lov u? And when the sumbodi loves u.....U dont love tht sumbodi? And rarely, wen de sumbodi loves u, u love de sumbodi too~ And wen youre together, u feel like he's cheating on u...and youre cheating on him.... Its like other both sides.... To the girls outside who's reading my blog rite now at this moment, if boys are cheating on u, dump him or slap him at de face! XD But if u reli wanna knw wether he reli cheats on u...just ask him...if he's hiding sth frm u....beter break up wit him... Boys, I dun reli knw wether youre cheating on yor girl but if she's cheating on u..jus break up wit her k? If u guys love each other, den be together forever and always... But I think my age doesnt fit 4 dating cuz its jus puppy love... But I'm so desbo 4 dating european guys...Lol... So dis is wad I wanna say...bye~