truly, Cecilia's

I've been studying in Sri Garden for so long and the international campus its been only for 3 months and my western principal had upgraded so many things Before this when the international campus was built, he never upgraded it. I'm sorry to say but I feel a little bit unfair but I'm not jealous of the international campus but I just felt that our principal cares more for the international campus more than the national campus. I've been studying in Sri Garden for 12 years now and I felt that the national campus had paid more for these decades now. Well, since the international campus has been built up, they pay more than us. Sigh. Its okay. I just wanted to post it cause of how I feel. :) People who are in the international campus, I'm not angry. Hahahaha. I just feel unfair :D

Ahhhhhhh! I have a very hard time today. My friend gave me advices which are for my own good but over is over, what is done is done. They gave me advices bout my second chance being with him and bla bla bla I cried in my bathroom while I'm bathing today cause I kinda missed the memories we had. BTW, I chatted with him like we're normal friends today and I told him I liked him. Well, its now a 60% forgetting him and 40% trying to forget him. Moreover, I told him on my break up with him that I still had feelings for him. He said that he's an asshole himself However, I dont think he's an asshole cause he's really nice and friendly Gahhhhh, if I keep posting bout these emo things in my blog, I'll never get over it. :/ But since its my blog, whenever I'm unhappy, I can vent it here right? XD Its time for me to really move on I'm happy for myself that I learned something really valuable in love And I'm having advices from a friend bout studies and love :))...

I didnt know that I had an event of running for 400M and I received the news that I'm running for it when my vice captain said it. I didnt even know when did I participated it. Well, I wore my vice captain's short pants and my seniors p.e shirt Its a long time I didnt run..I think for like 2 years or more cause I didnt run often. Maybe I'm going for training to build up my stamina once more When I ran for 400M today, I ran slowly so that I could speed up but in the end I couldnt speed up cause I have no stamina. Damn it! I still have to run 800M tomorrow and next week, I have to run for 1500M cause there were no runners so I chose that position. Hope I could make it for 800M tomorrow. Wish me luck!~ And I'm hunting for short pants and damn tired now.

I ended my relationship with him after a week. Cause he didnt like me and there is no point to go on with this relationship Even tough a bit feelings for him. I'll go on and forgive and forget I told him that we're better off being friends, very good friends So he gave me a friendly shake and a friendly hug and I told him I still have tiny feelings for him Well, its all over now. I'm happy

I went to my stats in Blogger and I checked my all time viewers The most viewers is in United States and Malaysia United States, 2014 Malaysia, 1819 Canada, 351 United Kingdom, 261 Australia, 236 Germany, 208 Singapore, 179 Netherlands, 166 France, 127 Phillipines, 108 So far, no one from China, Taiwan and Korea read my blog. :( Well, Japan did. :) Cause I think I typed it in English and people there didn't really know how to read English. Well, eventough I'm chinese, I'm english educated but my chinese aint bad too. XD All thanks to United States and Malaysia Thanks guys!~

I think now I know why I cant forget him that easily.... Cause I think I'm forcing myself to forget him It really hurts when I still think about him though. I think I still have feelings for him that I didn't wanna let go. Well, I have to let go cause I have to move on. Its normal to still have feelings for him. :)

I think I'll get jealous when you are with another girl. Well, I know she's better than me But never mind, I'll get another guy who is a hunk and who loves me for who I am. Whats wrong with me? Why am I saying this? Cause I cant get over with this since its my first time having a 6 months relationship? I'll get over..giving myself some time to forget you. I dont wanna force myself cause I know that aint gonna work for me. Well, time is working for me cause sooner and sooner, I'll forget you

Why am I still crying and thinking all the memories we had together? I feel so pathetic when I think bout them. Why am I still looking for you in Facebook? Its like I'm still liking you..wait..maybe its still love but when every time I kept saying I'll forget you, I'm still thinking about you. I dont wanna be a stalker. Thats really creepy and I'm creeping myself too. At 1st, I wanted you back so I can change my attitude and make our relationship longer but after what I thought through, I wanna move on for I had learnt a lesson in our relationship. Since I can't partially forget you, I'll try to forget you by trying to look for new hobbies or doing random things. I dont know whether are you still looking at my blog.....but I dont dare to post this in it cause i'm afraid you'll see it. Furthermore, I dont think you see it anymore cause when I messaged you in Facebook or when I texted you, you wont reply. I got an advice from a friend that if I kept on thi...

On Tuesday, 15 of March, I broke my record cause I posted 3 times straight on that day. Normally, I always post 2 times a day. Until that day, I posted 3 times :) Good for me ehh. XD

Hey! I finally had Tumblr and thank you to Roslyn cause she helped me to do it. Tumblr is really awesome. I can reblog other people's pictures.....the pictures there are so freaking awesome anyway. My website is www.kimmieism.tumblr.com Hope u guys visit it! Ciao~

I was looking for the lyrics for DBSK's Why Did I Fall In Love With You, and it shows me a blog. And this guy, he hadn't update his blog for like a very long time. I love his post on 'Rather Choose To Live Real Life Or Dreams?'. Its so damn true. This is his link: http://technologygaen.blogspot.com/2008/08/rather-choose-to-live-real-life-or.html Go read it. Its really true and a deserved post to read.

Thank you to you guys who read and supported my blog. The highest I can get is up to 108 readers! I got so happy that I could really die when I knew about this. A million thanks to you guys and Marta. To Marta, I knew how you feel and I know this happened because of pollution cause my friend said this to me too. :)

Each time I see the sunset, I'll be thinking of you by my side, When the sun sets, I'll be turning to the side seeing you gone, Because you were already out of this world, But your heart and soul will be by my side, Watching me having my happiness, I hope you know that I love you more than anyone else And I know that you will always love me from the heavens above.

I'm sure that everybody has heard what had happened in Japan. The newspapers are just all about them. The pictures I just saw in the newspaper are just terrible! There's whirlpool, earthquake and a tsunami Yesterday, when I just log on to my Twitter, I see a lot of my friends tweet saying bout Japan. A few countries will also get strike by tsunami. More than 1,000 people believed dead in Japan. Is 2012 really coming? Why are disasters coming from everywhere? I don't want it to happen and I don't want my precious life to just go waste like that. I havent even went to America to see all the fabulous fashion shows, creating my own fashion line, MY DREAMS ! Hope the corpses are resting in peace. I'll pray and may god protect you.

I can't forget you. You're still on my mind. I miss you. I love you. I need you. Every night, I can't stop thinking about you. I kept on thinking about the good memories we had when we're together. Well, I'm trying to forget you and give up on you. I can. There's other important things I still have to do other than thinking bout u. Since we're friends, its okay. We dont have to be more than friends. All the love I had with you, its beautiful and it will be kept with me. Lets live our lives with happiness, shall we? :)

This is part 2 and also part of my adventure too. :) The story continues as it goes. Today is 24/6/10. The day went out perfectly until 8 am. The big boobs teacher went in and ask the whole class whether who cant pass up the project by Friday. I raised up my hand for I know that I cant make it. She said that I had a lot of excuses. Fuck. They weren't excuses. They were reasons. My parents didn't know how to go to the national library cause I need to get my original facts from there. In the end, she said, '' you also can borrow from your friends ''. Bitchy. I dont even feel like talking to her. I talked back to her and when F said talking back is not good. I told her '' I have the right to talk back. Don't stop me. '' F got mad. Rose also told me that but in the end, she forgave me. I was glad but F, no. I was kinda sad but I don't know why it end up to tears. I just remembered that when I was sad, I wasted 60 seconds in my life. That adv...

I had wrote this story on my planner which my school gave. Well, I wrote it last year and I would like everybody to read it. There it goes, I've been hatred, bullied, used and I'm always the person who gets advantages for other people. People always get advantage of me cause my heart and cause I'm so called ''kind hearted'' or you could say ''soft hearted''. I dont know why am I like this. I'm soft hearted yet small hearted. I can get angry sometimes by a small little problem. I'm always like this. Always. ( but I had changed this bloody attitude ) W hen it comes to problems like these, I would always find my trusted friends but I dont think I can trust anyone in this school. ( my current school now but since I had friends who I can trust, its okay already ) I dont wanna trust anyone in this school for there are many back-stabbers, gossipers. My childhood friends like...(sorry, cant say the names but I'll use nicknames to repr...

I'm in the midst of forgetting him. I get jealous when he comments at other girls photos in facebook. I just miss him so much, even tough we're not together anymore I dont know whether he knows this but, I still kinda like him. :( I got used being in love already... I wanna find somebody who loves me and I want somebody to love too. But I just can't. I cant really forget him that fast but I can still like him right? Sometimes, I really did forget him but when I'm all alone in the nights or I couldn't sleep, I would automatically think about him. Yesterday, in the morning, when I was talking to my best friends boyfriend about them being okay, he suddenly touched my forehead and smiled at me. I said hi. ( I'm so damn happy that I didn't wanna wash part of my fringe). After break, when my best friend and her boyfriend had a problem, and when her boyfriend is damn moody, he called me to come near so he and his gang could know what happened to their friend. HE TA...

Since I had so many time left, I miss typing my blog with the mac. Well, I posted up this picture is because, its good to be crazy like that. Hahahahahaha. Obviously, I had nothing to do and my assessment is coming. I had revised my work. And I needed time for computer-ing too. Just to say some words, just be yourself. If you think you are annoying, just change a little. That will do. Its really important who you are. If youre not being yourself, that would be in big trouble. Cause people will backstab you. So, yeah....I better post another post. :D

I wanted to write this cause I think, life, is really really awesome Its awesome when youre in love, with your friends and family, single and etc Well, I think we have to learn a lot of things. Which are not in school textbooks and in reference books In this life, we learned about things in our life, like, heartbreak, happy, sad, angry and etc I think those people who committed suicide are really stupid cause they dont know how to enjoy life well. Dont you agree with me? Sometimes they die because they wanted to get public attention. Isnt it crazy and fucked up stupid? I had the heart to post this down cause I dont know why I had the feeling to post it down Lols. Anyway, dont you think life is awesome? When your loved ones care for you, there for you? Like my friends and my sister, they really cared for me when I'm in emotional breakdown when something happens? And for the adults, isnt it awesome to have your favorite job or your family that you have? But we, us, teenagers, we stil...

OHMAIGOD!!!! THEY HAVE RELEASED THEIR LATEST SINGLE! I'm crazy for them and I've been waiting for their new song. Ever since I went to www.ihoneyjoo.com to see if they have any new songs, I saw Super Junior M! I screamed. But in this website, it has the korean version...well, I hope they would upload the chinese version. Kim Hyun Joong from SS501 also had a new single His song is called girl. Both of these songs I posted, are damn it good songs!

I'm so happy and hyper now that I wanna do random and stupid thingsss! But I still dont know how to smile in front of him.. Ohmaigod! Even though we're still friends, I still had little tiny bit of feelings for him. What to do? Oh well, I dont wanna care So guys, what kind of stupid things do I wanna do? :DDDDDDD