truly, Cecilia's

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me? Me still caring for you? Come on, you don't give a damn about me anymore. I'm sorry for being so annoying but you even told me saying that I'm so annoying. Isn't that hurting enough? How many times you wanna hurt me? Its better that I shouldn't start the conversation with you. You got a girl you like now so fast. Seriously, damn fast do you know that? I dont know why guys can get over a girl so fast while girls take time to forget. I feel myself like a fucking fool right now. I dont even know why would I wanna see back all the stuff we said at Skype. Ask me why and I'll say I miss you. I dont know why am I crying for you for so many times. I told myself to give up so many times. But does that work, NO! I kept telling myself that time would heal me. I'm not even forcing myself. But I had itchy fingers that type into your online column and chat with you. I really wonder, what the FUCK is wrong with me? I don't wan...

I deactivated my facebook cause facebook is kinda boring and a lot of friends were kinda shocked in a way. *laughs* Thats why if you see my blog, there'll be a word " Facebook " and nothing else. *laughs* I dont really have much things to do there now and today is the end of May. Tomorrow is the starting of June. OMG I've been lifeless for these few days cause I didn't really wanna on my Macbook and when I on my Skype, I went to look the conversations I had with him before. It made me smile like never before. Its been days I never went to chat with him and I went to chat with him today. Gosh, why would I do that?! Cause I miss him? :DDDDDD I'm chatting with him right now since he say he's bored. :DDDDDD Later going out to Leisure Mall again to buy my two dresses! hehehehehe

I went with my friends to Leisure Mall on 30/5/2011. This is my first time going out with friends in official cause before its was all a secret. I've never felt like this before. So damn it happy and awesome! I ate a lot. I ate Baskin Robins, Old Town, waffles and popcorn while I drank a big plastic bottle of chocolate strawberry milk tea. Watched Kung Fu Panda 2! It was really the twice of awesomeness! Stop with the crapping and start uploading pictures :DDD The dress I really wanted to buy but I cant :( mama doesnt let :( People who went out ♥ ...

You see, TRUST is a funny thing. I say like this cause when you're giving a trust to a person, it means that you're giving assured resting of the mind on the integrity, veracity, justice, friendship, or other sound of principle, of another person; confidence and reliance. Give trust that the people you trust like your best friend and family. But your friends, they must be true to you too. If your best friend did anything bad to you, forget about her/him cause they aren't true to you. :) Family are the ones who we can trust, they can solve almost all of our problems but mostly, there are so many conflict-ions in the world that fathers rape their own daughters :/ Well, there's another person who you can trust too, your other half. If he aint a playboy or playgirl, you can trust him but not fully cause you guys will break up in the end but if you have faith and trust, I think there's no problem with that. :D I've got the mood to blog about trust cause I think its t...

Its been a long time I never wrote any emo posts right? *laughs* Well, I've been sad since yesterday afternoon and today cause something drastic happened to me. Its so unexpected I really don't believe it. Seriously I didn't know this would happen Only some of my friends know. Sorry, I dont wanna type it in here and its really secretive somehow This is the first time ever in my life, happened and I don't want it to happen! Too late, it happened. Its really really time to forget him and give up. I still love him. Ohmaigod! I cried hysterically today while talking with a friend of mine. I did hug one my girlfriends, real tight. Every breath I breathe, hurts. I don't know how many nights and days I miss him, I don't know why I never stopped loving him, I don't know why am I waiting for him. Am I thinking too much? NO. I just love him so much and this is the first time I love a person this much. I never wanted to let go. Why? Because I love him But he doesn'...

Screw all the exams I had but not screwing all of them. I just wanna screw Physics and Add Maths. Other subjects are still okay. Physics and Add Maths are so hard....but Paper 1 for Add Maths its okay. Paper 2...grrrr! I don't even know how to do inverse functions cause I don't really know how to do it. ;( My BM paper 2 and my English for paper 2 was kinda screwed up cause...shortage of words. :( NOOOOOOO! When I finished my add maths paper, I cried cause I didn't wanna fail and I dont want my hair to be gone from me! I want my holidays faster and quicker! GAHHHHHHHH! I think I'll post the results I got for my exam :/

I typed the numbers its because today its the 20th of May and in chinese, we put the month first and the date on the last. Therefore, 520 also meant "I love you" in chinese. Today is a happy day cause I only sat for one exam, Moral. Well, my best friend reminded the whole gang of us that today is the 20th of May and told us to tell the person that we love "I love you". I dont know wether I wanna say "I love you" to him or not cause its like kinda pointless when he dont love me anymore. Today, one of my friends from my class held our friends hands from Form 5 and "he" went in to. We were holding our hands, spinning around and laughing. It makes me going back to the old days when I'm a kid. :D I'm now spinning my mind whether to give up or wait for him. Its so confusing. GAHHHHH! But I still love him. I wanna say that I still love you like I do always no matter what and I'll be here for you when you need me. I love you<3

I've got my new blog skin and finally, I met a new website called shabbyblogs.com The backgrounds there are more awesome than in www.thecutestblogontheblock.com And heck yes, I love Paris. Its so romantic and I hope I can go there again with the man I love most and that man knows who he is ❤ If he's reading my blog now, he'll know who it is. Yay! And its baby pink<3

Well, I'm taking a mini break right now. So I went to KLCC on Sunday and I bought these stuff that you all know! My sis bought the eyeshadow. It costs RM 75 I bought this! I know you're jealous. It costs RM 65

Purple Lobster Boxer Shrimp Fire Shrimp Its sea otter Electric Eel Enjoyyy!~

My blog will be a litte dead for a while maybe..... I'm closing it down for 2 weeks cause my exam is on Monday and I have to study hard before my mum cuts my hair after my results come out. I dont want that to happen. So this will be my last post. Byee~

Hey, I'm sure everyone heard of the 4 girl bullies in SMK Raja Abdullah. Sorry for the late post anyway. :) And one of the girl bullies had a blog This is the link www.wwwcherryboom.blogspot.com Well, her blog is all in chinese and guess what, her english really sucks. She's just 13 and she thinks she's pretty and all that, bullying people. WTF Let me tell her this ( I think I'm cyber bullying right now, well, she deserves it. ) To YOU: Can you just stop typing all your massive typing of chinese bad words and hey, you're a girl, so please, have manners. Do you think you even have the rights to bully a girl? No! Cause you're lifeless and I think you wanted public attention. 4000+ people in Malaysia have scolded you in your blog and guess what, take a look inside it! What you did is totally wrong and what the hell, stop cursing okay? What did that girl that you bullied did to you? NOTHING When its just a little thing about what you didn't like in your life, y...

I celebrated my birthday again, yesterday at 8/5/2011. I celebrated it with my father since my father didn't attend the celebration on 7/5/2011. Well, he actually forgot my birthday but he said he'll buy the cake. He really bought the cake. Im touched. :D He even bought a carnation for me :))) Love you daddy. I hugged him when he did this fer me. This is a cake which my friend, Jacqueline, made it for me. Awesome!♥

Me love my contacts. AHAHAHAHAH Sistah! My mummy♥ My 4th aunt♥ My iced chocolate♥ My lil bro♥ My chicken teriyaki♥ Geo Brown contacts Melliesh Blusher from Yui Kanno Loreal Black Mascara LV Bag My birthday cake: Cheese cake♥ This guy here is my lil cousin and his birthday is today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I ate the biggest slice. AHAHAHAHA