Its Time To Really Give Up

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Its been a long time I never wrote any emo posts right? *laughs*
Well, I've been sad since yesterday afternoon and today cause something drastic happened to me.
Its so unexpected
I really don't believe it.
Seriously
I didn't know this would happen
Only some of my friends know.
Sorry, I dont wanna type it in here and its really secretive somehow
This is the first time ever in my life, happened and I don't want it to happen!
Too late, it happened.
Its really really time to forget him and give up.
I still love him. Ohmaigod!
I cried hysterically today while talking with a friend of mine.
I did hug one my girlfriends, real tight.
Every breath I breathe, hurts.
I don't know how many nights and days I miss him, I don't know why I never stopped loving him, I don't know why am I waiting for him.
Am I thinking too much? NO.
I just love him so much and this is the first time I love a person this much. I never wanted to let go.
Why? Because I love him
But he doesn't give a damn about me anymore. Its pointless for me to love him already
He moved on, so why I can't? I can.
It takes time and it really takes time.
I took this passage from my friends blog cause its meaningful.
And I'm crying over the same thing. :)
I know he's not gonna come back to me anymore. Everything is over.
Its over between us and I never regret loving you before.
Goodbye.

'A wise man sat in front of the audience and cracked a joke. Everybody laughed like crazy. After a moment, he cracked the same joke again. This time, less people laughed. He cracked the same joke again and again. When there's no laughter in the crowd, he smiled and said:
You can't laugh at the same joke again and again, but why do you keep crying and crying over the same thing over and over again?'

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